Right here I will stay

what if we miss each other?
what if we missed each other?
what if were...missing each other?

what if, what if what if what if. Emotions, mind, body, racing, weak, tired, yearning, pulling.

I wish snow white would have told me love was a race.
I wish sleeping beauty would have mentioned, love is a battle of power.
I wish "once upon a time" told the truth.
I wish Happily ever after, showed which one decided to jump first.

I cant jump. Im free, dont tell me im not free.
My body leans over, but my legs, from about the knees down and one with the ground
what if I stay.
what if I dont jump, take that leap of faith, risk it all, ect.
Ill miss out right?
ill be told im calloused, and afraid to love and....what else will I be told?

Im not meant to jump.
well, not right now at least.
you told me not to, so i wont.
my tourso leans over, legs stand still bent,body broken in half.
Broken in half.
Broken in half.
Broken in half. But Ill stay.

were always told to just Jump.
dammit.
its scary to jump.
hell.
no its scary to stay RIGHT HERE.
Its scary to stay in the:
who knows
im missing out
ill never know
place.....

im right.
where im.
supposed to.
be.

in the middle of it.
the "it" isnt really about you and me....
anymore
now
its about....
me

Just for a minuet
I need this
to be
about me.

I can feel it.
I can feel the freedom coming, the wind rushing around me
with my arms open wide, face upward towards the sky
I feel the spin, the whoooosh.

From up here I can see the mountains.
From here I will watch the sun rise another day.
From here I will listen.
Right here I will stay.
Yes
Right here I will stay.