Ivory Tower

Im so angry at those people that brain washed me into believing that when x situation arises, you apply y solution.

Its a long gaze down from the top of my ivory tower. The place where my body, my actions, my words, the external me is doing everything right. My body isn't doing anything "wrong". My words arent tearing people down or goodness forbid using swear words. My actions arent doing anything that would "hinder my witness". Its a good thing I stay in my ivory tower and dont move somewhere more transparent because if what was in my heart were to be revealed, then I have already committed adultery and murder in my heart. If where my heart is my treasure will be also, then I can assure you my treasure is of NO WORTH right now.

We think we walk in freedom, because we feel comfortable. We think we are free, because we dont wrestle and question. Those of us who do not question, do not wrestle do not challenge; those of us who feel comfortable, we are the most bound prisoners there are. We become free, when we can be transparent with all of us, all the ugly shit we hide, and find that there is only ONE who can love all of it.